It turned out to be long again...

[b]PART 1[/b]
[quote="Mush"]But what you don't see is that because of his cheating, he unfairly gained permenent "skill". Otherwise he'd not be so high in the ranks.[/quote]
Pic or did not happen.
I mean - prove it. How can you be so sure I wouldn't learn how to play over years? Maybe I'd be even better now if I practiced only NS all the time.

Point 1. I never submitted the replays made (in the mentioned 5 games) with it.
Point 3. Not letting players like Mush in? When did that happen? I don't recall a tournament where I wouldn't let someone join. I always made touranments open for everyone (for example, I let Stipe join a Czech-only tournament).
Point 6. Keep calling me Beak if you desire so. It's a good way to extinguish who are you talking to for John is a common name. Most people I know for a longer time call me "John" - both on the Internet and in real life. I think it's common in Australia too to call other kids by their first name.

Thanks for answering!
I think I answered some, but I left some unanswered. It's really hard to reply to something as long as this. You know I don't read book and I'm not used to larger amounts of text. It's easy to skip the important posts. If there are some urgent questions, mark them in some way (maybe PM me with a list of questions and I will post the answers in public). Sorry for making you more work, but if I skip them, it's probably the easiest way added together.

Philosophical thoughts: "Truth" is an abstract term. For me, truth is what my senses tell me - what I can see, hear, smell, taste or touch. My memories are truth to me. In this way - everything I do is truth.
But it may not be true from objective angle of sight. Maybe a secret organization stole me at the age of 15, erased my memories and replaced them with memories of an hyperactive asperger syndrome child. Maybe what I see is not true and we are living in the Matrix.
So what I say is truth to me. It may not be truth for you. And, it may also not be truth for me - I may lie. But I usually don't do that. (again - it's pointless to say "I don't lie" because the statement is correct bot hif you tell truth all the time or if you lie all the time)


[b]PART 2[/b]
Ucla nicely summed it up.
What Mushy was trying to tell me is I am acting inapropriate according to my position and inapropriate generally. I am well aware of this. I am a wolf. I am always on the verge of legality. I try not to go over the border too much because it could bring me trouble (and also because I would look like an arrogant bastard). I will remain myself, including my flaws. I generally keep on fixing the errors in me and this process will not change much. I may try to focus on some things Mushy pointed out.